Sharing ME

I try and be open for the most part on my blogs although when I think about

it I am not always nice or safe with the language...I do have a sailors mouth

and wear my emotions on my sleeve. Or on my face says my husband.

I thought I would open up a bit more and tell you whats in my heart today (tonight)

Stephanie Howell of JUST ME, MY SOLDIER AND MY 4 LITTLE CHICKS

is sharing on her blog and wants to hear from all of us. So here I go: this is what's in my heart:

1. I have been feeling like less than an adequate mom.

I get so frustrated with my kids constant fighting that I have noticed myself

yelling lots more. I always feel wound tightly. I feel like I am always too busy.

I know I do alot for my kids and with them but my fuse is short (really short lately).

2. My house and my mind are in total chaos. I am less than organized. I have stuff all over the place.

I have boxes that need to be moved into another room. I have magazines in every corner of the house.

I need to let go of so much stuff but can't get it sorted. My mind is always racing on what needs to be done next. I lose focus real quick. Sometimes it is really hard to have a

conversation with me because I go from one idea to the next in seconds.

NOTE TO SELF: work on that!

3. Finally I feel FAT! Isn't that a horrible word? I hate it. I know it and I hate it and I

can't seem to make it go away. I know what needs to be done but damn just can't get the energy to

get motivated. Wait I take that back...I get the energy for a day or two but then LIFE

gets in my way! Again an issue with the focus thing...I would love to lose around 25 lbs...Sick I

can't believe that I just wrote that....oh my! NOTE to SELF: work on that ASAP!

well now you know whats been on my mind...scared? hopefully not.

stop by and see what Stephanie shared and please leave me a comment and her too.

have a great Day...xo

tina